To feel like this constantly reminded about everything yet nothing changes… All i want is compasion only to get another slap in the face.. Face facts sometimes the grass is never green on either side.. Maybe i do deserve this and its karma but then truth is those who play by the devils rules are the ones who are blessed though damned.
Nomadic
Maybe its time to move forward, move on.. This adventure has grown tierd sum. For all its worth i truely did love you but now i can not hold even a smile when presence means unhappiness. After years of tribulation i think ill look for higher ground. Maybe someday serenity will wash away these tears…
Alone
Have you ever felt the yern to share the perspecitive of your most comasionate thoughts only to be have them sqashed? Is it never that surprising that no matter how much we seek to be enlighted to the outside world we must travel a loner? It is very unfullfilling to never achieve the utmost capability and it is this sadness that illuminates my very existance. I seldem never question the responses of others and build with brick by brick a fortress and a dream that will someday be a future…
